Well I have thought about suicide for a very long time, every day, usually. I was just about at the end but then at the last minute I met my girlfriend. She is everything to me, and we've had a lot of good times but I still get depressed. She gets really upset with me when I get like this, but she still says that's she'll be with me to the end. She's really all I live for, I know that's not really healthy for me or her. Things are going ok, and I don't even know why I'm depressed. I just feel down about myself and I don't really like myself that much. My depression takes all the fun out of everything and it makes my girlfriend sad because she feels like she isn't being a good girlfriend to me or something. But it's not her fault at all.