Thanks -- I had to drop my therapist -- too spendy and my insurance sucks eggs....

But I will tell my pdoc -- the only redeeming thing about these episodes is that they aren't run out in traffic and lay on the center line manic....more extreme hyper manic...which I can deal with until I can see my pdoc again...

And as long as I am able to tell my wife what is going on inside me, she good at understanding it, she is getting her doctorate in the field so, she understands it professionally.