Hi everyone

I dont have an official diagnosis yet but my doctor thinks I have bpd and he's sending me to a mental health place near where I live and ill be honest I have know Idea what's next or what to do.

Ive been reading other posts on here and ive experienced very similar things. I have googled bpd and im just confused. Also im close to losing my job and my girlfriend. I need a way forward so i can fix everything and work out who the real me is.

To be honest im a bit scared and lost.