I know how that feels. There is so much I can't do anymore because of cognitive difficulties associated with the progression of my illness over the years I went untreated, and of course the meds don't help the brain-fade much.
However, the thing to remember is not to let what you can't do stop you from doing what you CAN do.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment
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Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
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