I have absolutely no idea who i am to be honest. I know that i have a collection of likes and dislikes which are subject to frequent and immediate change depending on my circumstances...i know there are those who would argue that this is the same for most people but with BPD there's a very particular kind of awareness. Speaking more generally, i feel that if you're 'crazy' and don't know it...great, but if you do know, yeah it's a very different ball game.