I always change and reinvent myself.

Like one day I will be indie, and creative and artsy, then I will want to be intellectual and studious.

One minute I am career focused then I want to travel.

My 'phases' take over my whole life, feminism, baking, art, reading, clubbing, gym, poetry, buddism, bdsm, charity work, working with children, writing.

When asked what my goals and hobbies are, my answers could be different and opposing in any given month or year.

I adopt different personas based on who i am with, and it takes over to the point I genuinely don't remember the parts of me which don't fit with that persona..

Plus I find this hard to explain because I often feel what I am in that moment is definitely the real me.