Thread: BPI w/psychosis
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Old Aug 18, 2014, 09:28 PM
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As an example of my psychosis, because I have a printed email account of it, I have included the following attachment. It is long so I understand if you choose not to read it but I am always looking for someone to read it (I obviously don't share it with many) and tell me it was a miraculous spiritual experience (as I often believe it was) and not insanity. Most of my psychosis is related to this post: hearing the voice of God, following his sometimes nonsensical (to many) plans, etc.

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Some exapmles of delusions have been that someone could read my mind, that all of my prayers are answered by God because I am special (out of the ordinary special), that I have special powers through the holy spirit and can cast out demons or lay my hands on people for healing, etc.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder

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