Thanks for the replies. I'm a crime novel lover. I have made a goal to apply for at least two jobs a week and have done well so far. I have a masters degree in human services but I seem to be either over qualified or missing some other essential experience. It's quite disheartening.
I attend therapy weekly right now. I would like to do a weekly group too but I work those nights.
I was on abilify but that Made me eat like a linebacker and pack on the pounds. Depressing needless to say. Right now reading is my life line. I also enjoy walks with my husband and our 100 lb lab. Trips to the dog park are good too. Interacting with other dog moms is good.