Hugs to you. This will pass. We are not alone! I am always disorganized too. Today was an accomplishment that I organized at all. Don't stop seeing a pdoc. They are going to help you eventually. I wish we could be fixed in a snap and an rx. If there are any therapists or licensed clinicians that your doc can recommend ( assuming you are comfortable with the idea) therapy can be your other source of strength and recovery. The more education the better. I am going to my first peer support group tomorrow night. That is another option for support. Hugs. Be strong. If you can surround yourself with people that know and support your health and condition that is th best scenario- even if your boyfriend is mad.