Aug 19, 2014 at 08:31 AM
Putting on the happy face, acting as if everything is ok, stuffing feelings, not talking about it only works for so long. When you are young and more resilient it can be easier to do. For me at 50 it is just to hard and tiring. 24 ft stuffed into 6 ft is not good. You need to find safe understanding people to talk to about it. They are out there. One example is us here.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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