Hi {{{{{{Just}}}}}}}; tis me, Peanut. I can hear that you are really upset and I know that I have had those same feelings that you are expressing before = when everything seems so very overwhelming and painful and hopeless. But then I have to try to remember that a lot of the way I feel is because of the monster depression, and somehow, just for a minute, step back from the black cloud so that I can see there IS hope and something to live for out there, (even though it seems so very far away).

I'm glad you came back; I came back, too, to check on you, so see === like minds. :-)

I'm going to be keeping you in my thoughts, and, (selfish me :0) ), but I'm hoping that we get a chance to 'read' each other again, soon

Most fondly, your friend, Peanut

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