First i wanna say you have great coping skills like skating and piano!

Second, if you're thinking about counseling then you probably need it would do better with it.

You are worth it and no problem is too small to deserve a counseling session! If it's a problem for you then you have the right to solve it.
That's why there are counselors in the world. And if you find a good one they usually do it because they genuinely want to.

Let us know what you decide to do!