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Originally Posted by zinco14532323
Do you have any idea why you dropped out and why you now don't show up for classes? I mean do you want to go to school? Or is it all based on what others expect you to do? It can be very hard to sort out what we really want for ourselves and how much we are doing things because it is expected of us and to keep people off our backs.
If you really truly want to go to school and get good grades and are struggling to be able to do it then that is something else.
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I originally got into a university as a biochemistry major, although i didn't do so well on chemistry and biology. Now I regret that I made a poor decision when choosing a major. In fact, i chose to go to a university as a biochem so that i wouldn't embarrass myself in front of everybody else. My parents didn't tell me to go to biochem, so this is entirely my fault.
I could have chosen another major when I failed my first class, but I was too stubborn and afraid to change the major.
To be honest, I don't wish to go back to a university. My mother is worried that if I don't have a Bachelor's degree then I will starve to death on a street, but I just want to make a decision in my life myself. Still, I don't wish to disappoint my mother so...its hard to decide what should i do
Maybe later on I might choose to go to a university, but I think that decision has to come from me and not from everyone else.
Maybe I am stupid and naive about life, but right now i just feel like im living someone else's life.