I am always able to hide how I am really feeling and put on a mask and go about my life .. Does it suck to do so ? Yeah sure it does .. But I feel no reason to tell loads of people about my struggles at times in regards to my Bipolar .. and would never ever disclose to an employer.

Even my husband that normally is able to see right through my mask has often not been able to pick up on just how bad things at times can get for me.. I just hide it that well .

The only people that know how I am doing for real is my T doc and my two best friends I met here on PC .. We dont Gloss anything over ..Just blunt honest conversation.