When I was a teenager, due to this illness, I felt life was out of control. There were long periods of time that I a trouble functioning. This helped me to have low self-esteem. I questioned my judgement and ability to handle life's everyday problems. I responded to this by acting needy and relying on people to tell me what to do.

I find that I having been doing this for most of my life. I have not realized this until now. I act needy even when I am managing my life well. I think part of the reason is this gets me attention that I need. Sometimes it is my way in sharing. Frequently I ask for someone's advice when I do already know the answer. Oh, and I am prone to apologize for everything.

What do you think? Has this happened to you?