Yes, I've felt this way. When my best friend died I didn't feel any emotion for a while. Something upsetting such as your grandfather being very ill could be very shocking and so your brain is numbing the emotion as a sort of defense mechanisms. I hope your pdoc can help you work through this

and I hope your grandpa will pull through.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
