I am so keyed up about starting my new job that I feel like I'm gonna puke!!! I don't know if I have ever felt this upset about starting a job before?! I'm guessing it's because I have been out of work for a minute (which is out of character for me) +it was really hard for me to get a job this time around + I am in financial ruins making this job super important! Ugh, I haven't slept much the last few nights and am super nauseous. Trying hard to stay grounded and relax.....but damn, I am struggling!!!!