Hiya. I felt strange when first diagnosed with bpd. I though doed that mean i have a ****ed up personality or something. When i got the diagnosis they didnt explain much about it. The more ive learnt from looking on the internet and being on here i am 100 percent sure i fit the bill. It took me a while to accept tho especially as there can be some stigma with this diagnosis. Unlike you, they give me medication but wont give me any therapy. Id rather have the therapy than the medication. Apparantly long term therapy can cure the simptoms of bpd. They should give you medication to help you till the therapy does its job. I dont know why they wont give you medication and the reason they are mot giving me therapy is financial. The goverment doesnt want to pay. But thats funny because if i got the therapy i needed id work two jobs like i used too and they woulnt have to give me benefits. Instead their keeping me inwell