Trying to appear normal (whoever's version) screwed me up royally.

There was always this constant inner battle due to faking how I'm feeling, triple watching what I say, etc, and then all that stuffing down of my emotions has to go somewhere...
So then BAM! Mental and emotional explosion extrodinaire!

That Iiiii have to deal with, I have to clean up, and I have to rebuild from.
Not any of those people I was pretending for.

Normal is mankind's greatest Urban Legend.

Be you, be true to you, and hopefully you'll find harmony within yourself, and maybe even alongside your bipolar.