I was where you are a year ago. Life is not perfect but I am in a much better state of mind then where I was. The biggest change maker for me was DBT, it really helped me to learn better coping strategies.

I am not sure that BPD gets better with age - I was diagnosed at 44 but I do think that there is hope for the future. My husband comments all the time that I am smiling now.

Now if I could conquer my anxiety....