Yeah. She said she forgives me but I could tell she was still angry. She doesn't hold grudges for very long which is good, but I'm a little worried of her finding the scars. She was one of the people I promised and I don't want to strain our relationship any further.

My school does offer some sort of mental health care, although I don't know the details of it concerning cost and availability. I'll ask around and see what I can find about that. Thanks.

And yeah, I can still take care of myself. Distractions are very helpful in keeping me going.