I went down to a local charity shop to volunteer. I handed them the form I filled out and they've put off my induction training until the 30th. I thought charities would jump at the chance of free labour. Apparently I was wrong. I get turned down so many times. I cannot understand what is going on. I just want to work. I'm sorry I'm, just so frustrated. It's not like I'm lazy. I'm willing to sacrifice my weekends to work in a charity shop. Do I scare people off or something? Is it the way I dress. Because I always dress smartly when doing anything like this. Is it the way I act? I always try to behave nicely to everyone even towards those who steal my thoughts when I'm out in public. I just don't get it. Why put off induction day when it's as clear as glass that I'm willing to work for nothing.

Ahem... Sorry for the long rant. It's just I'm I'm sick of being put down. Now I'm on medication that works all I want to do is get on with my life. Though doing that is more difficult than I could imagine.