ErinBear, it is absolutely not wrong to post here! Welcome.

Is there a Crisis Line in your community? Where people can call to talk to professional in times of crisis? They have one where I live and it is common for therapists to put on their voicemail message to call the Crisis Line if they are having an emergency. Do you think that sort of resource would be helpful?

I had a friend with intractable depression and he had ECT twice. It really helped. I know that is pretty extreme, but he had exhausted other treatments. He suffered some memory loss but feels it was worth it.

Hang in there and feel free to post here anytime.