Being bullied most of my life. My Self-Esteem is low. I just need advice(Mostly from women) but guys are more then welcome to put there input too. I feel as if there is a burden in my heart(Or a chip on my shoulder if you will) to where I can't be outgoing. Only shy I look around I can't help but to notice that there is a lot of couples. I'll make small chit chat with a few women. But I can't go full fun me, like I am when I am off.

I know it sounds bitter. But it makes me envy what they have. I just want advice on how to grow my Self-Esteem. How to I be more talkative. What is the advances on how to build a relationship with a woman starting from the bottom(Meaning if I think she is cute where do I build from there?) I feel like my self esteem is holding me back...a lot anyone can help?