i have realized something after the past couple of months. i realized that i lost myself. i lost who i was. i allowed someone to isolate me from the people i love. i was stripped of my liberties and beliefs, little by little. how foolish of me did not notice it. those closest to me have told me that they have seen the changes but did not dare intervene. but that is fine because it is something i had to do myself. funny how at the time u think well one must make sacrifices for your relationship. but i realized that i sacrificed myself, my entire being. i look in the mirror and the reflection is a complete stranger to me. look at my clothes, all seem strange to me. even those closest to me have told me that they noticed that i am not now i am at a point where i have discovered that i am not obligated to live my life this way. i have the right to spread my wings and fly. to be me once again. can't wait, i am counting down the days. don't know if i can wait that long. but i want to thank my friends here at PC who have supported me and helped me in this process.

agony007