Well I'm still wide awake. I don't think the risperdal makes me manic. I think I'm so used of being in a depression that it feels like mania. I'm so used of no energy, and feeling hopeless, paranoid and afraid.

I've got to find a way to make the risperdal work. I think I can start walking though now that I have more energy. So maybe that will offset any weight gain I may have.