Well I feel much better today. I really need to stay on a antipsychotic. It is like night and day when I'm on one. Usually I am so depressed, have no energy, feel hopeless, afraid and paranoid.

I've been on latuda, geodon the non weight gainers. But I got horrible akathisia on them. I had to take 4 different meds to stop the akathisia. And latuda gave me some tardidive dysconesia symptoms too, (I know I spelled that wrong.) It would make me move my jaw all funny and make the right side of my lips droop. No fun at all.

Ugh...I need to figure out how I can make the risperdal work. I'm gonna ask my gp if she'll prescribe metformin....