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Old Aug 20, 2014, 05:39 AM
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Originally Posted by winterglen View Post
I wonder if anything I'll ever do could ever make up for that -- people not caring when I needed them to the most.
I lived in a marriage with a husband incapable of showing caring & my parents weren't capable of showing care other than superficially. Then I LEFT & moved 2100 mile away where i didnt know anyone,....& in meeting people & getting involved in the new Small community, I am now sureounded by carring people...the thing was i had no idea what it felt like to have care about me & had sort of a wall build up around me that tried to keep the caring away. First gotta get rid of the uncaring people than be wiling & open & aware & thankful for those who do care. It was such a shocking feeling it was hard for me to believe they really care. I have found that moving from huge Los Angeles area to a small town in Ky where everyone is filled with the Love of God...overflows to everyone theis lives touch....& I have found that it is working that same way for my life also...where I had lived a much isolated life...now I'm really caring & loving others...it needs to be both ways but have found that God's love in me overflows to all around me also...even though I still struggle now in taking care of everything & not really having the time to do the caring things for others needs. Also have found that all i have to do is ASK for the help I need & they are right there...it's the ASKING that's the difficult part....

But it's possible for the change to happen but most times WE have to be the one that makes a change in our life first for the changes to start happening

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