The feelings you portray in these threads are so similar to mine, although, our circumstances are very different, a mirror image if you must, but the honest feelings of not knowing what is going on in your own life on a daily basis, the struggle of life and living, change, good or bad, new experiences, constantly wandering through the intertwined paths of your mind, never knowing what to expect, when or where, always feeling so tired of it all, this constant struggle of trying to find yourself, to get up each day and try again, because you know you have the potential, just hoping, wishing the right people will see it or find you, always feeling like life has overshadowed you, giving you the greatest gifts, but not teaching you how to use them, always feeling unaccomplished, never satisfied with who you are or what you look like, not caring what others think, yet constantly feeling as though you are under observation by society and their vague misconception on "what life should be" (people's similarities) instead of what each individual can bring to the table. If you feel anything like me, then you too are tired of JUST being, and unhappy with constantly JUST accepting your fate...