(((((((((((((((((((((Petunia)))))))))))))))))))))) I wish you would call. Sometimes the unknown is so much worse than what is really happening. You are no death magnet. I am so sorry that you are having so much happen in your life right now. You need to do what is best for you. I am always here if you need something. My fur can soak up a lot of tears and my shoulders are strong enough to help hold you up. My heart is with you.

BB