Well...I'm back from a bit of a hiatus. Sorry if I worried anyone, and sorry for the rather dramatic last post.

I' feeling a lot stronger lately. I hit a hard crash, I had to give my dog away which was a HUGE loss for me as I'm lacking in the friend/family department and my animals are my world. I still don't really have anyone to talk to but I'm doing a lot more to keep myself swimming and kind of making myself cope and deal with things instead of coping with bad techniques. I've been isolating myself a bit, but its almost what I need, I spend a lot of time with the horses and have been riding a lot more lately which is something I wasn't doing much of. Overall I'm doing alright, I missed y'all quite a bit and hope to be more active again.

I went back and read every ones posts just to keep up on it all.