The thing that makes me sad the most is that I am very shy, social anxiety I guess. I just don't like how I am always realizing I can't do this or I can do that because of my social skills. I guess is that. I've been feeling ok this summer break. Ran away from mother's crazyness, and it can make a huge diference to my mental health. When she is around it's always a bad time, unfortunatly, I wish it was different... Got to start study tomorrow for an exam, this will be like a little teste before school starts. I want to teste how clear is my mind and my memory, I wish it to be good, I know it is not perfect how it once was, but at least I want it to be better, I will be happy with some improve.