i'm supposed to start my senior year of college in a few weeks.
i'm not stable enough to go back, so i'm going part time and trying to get an internship.
problem is, i think i'm too unstable for a job. i don't know if i can do my best work, or get along with people.
but, i don't know how to get more help. i'm already seeing a therapist weekly but it's not enough. i don't know how to get any more help. i tried intensive outpatient therapy, but found out i'm just not meant for group therapy (i'm too aggressive right now)....
i don't know what to do or how to let people know i need extra support because i'm so embarrassed about needing help. i'm so embarrassed by my illness and needing help and don't know how to express myself without being humiliated.