Hi, You are not alone. I don't have sex either. I married a man a lot older than myself and three years into my marriage my husband started suffering with e.d. We went from having a very active sexual relationship which made me feel desired and wanted to nothing. We basically live like brother and sister now because the whole situation became really frustrating. It's hard not to feel alone and lonely and all the other feelings that you are experiencing (I get it), but I love my family so I stay