I know what you're going through, but do you understand that you do have a disorder? And is doesn't mean that there is something wrong with you, but that you don't feel or react like most people do, and that's fine! Well, it is fine as long as you look for help and get treatment, because this might be just a group of silly girls making fun of you, but self-harm is you vs. you and that's another story.

To the point: why would you miss the chance to prove these guys that you are much more than panic attacks and cuts? I'm sure you're funny and understanding, I bet you are a very sensitive girl, more than capable to connect with others at the kindest human level. So, why would you stay at home, being sad and thinking about this, when you got the chance to have fun and maybe forget what happenede by replacing it with good memories?

These girls, you don't know what's behind their comments. People who understand, who really care about others won't mock you, but try and help you. You know that. So... Think of them as girls who also have troubles and don't know how to deal with them, but pointing their silly fingers at someone else just to hide who they really are.

Don't let what other people think make you feel bad, but work on what you think about yourself and everything will be just fine. Hugs and good luck!