I need answers. Last week when my husband came home I couldn't remember anything I had done the entire day. I blanked it, the WHOLE day. He asked me questions about who had picked me up for dinner, who paid for my meal, who took me home, what I did when I got home, how many times I had talked to him on the phone that day (because I had told him all these things earlier so he had known what I had done that day.) I failed ALL the questions. He said I kept asking him the same questions over and over because I couldn't remember asking them. I did the same thing with my best friend when I picked him up for guitar practice yesterday. When I saw my pdoc the next day he was very concerned but said I should get a checkup because he said it didn't sound bipolar related and there might be something else going on? Then today I went with my friend to the bar for a drink before she leaves for college. I had one drink (a small one) at the beginning of the night. I road in there car to a bar downtown and the next thing I know I am walking out in the rain down the street. I was so embarassed I walked the rest of the few miles back to my car at the first bar. I got stopped by two cops on my way that tried to make me get a cab but I only have so much money to last me until friday and legally they couldn't make me because they breathalized me and I was way under the limit so I finished the walk to my car and made it home. But I'm extremely worried about these blackouts and how they are going to affect everything about my life. One entire day is just gone, no idea what I did. And then I am suddenly just walking to my car that is miles away? I don't know what is going on but anyone that has similar experiences that is willing to explain would be nice?