Hey everyone,
I just wanted to apologize for not being around lately. Between starting my new job soon, working at my old job, and trying to cope with my relationship I have been so exhausted and just had enough energy to survive on.
Stuff with my boyfriend has been hard lately. I have been feeling like he just does not listen to me or respond to my feelings. Everything is always done according to his schedule regardless of how I feel. For example we were discussing how I now have to be on call three days a month for the shelter and how I cannot leave town lately. So I offhandedly said "We will have to find something to do around." He responded with "Us? I am not hanging around if I have stuff to do ... so have fun."
He always feels what he has to do is so important .... I do not have to do what he does..but he will not change his schedule for me..I have to change mine for him.
I am so sorry that I am ranting..this should probably be in relationships and communication..I just needed to talk.

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee