Hi, I'm a 22 year old female college student currently suffering from Bipolar Disorder.

I have been in more relationships than I should have experienced by the time I went into my twenties. I have felt so passionately about others before that when I get into a relationship I am certain we'll get married. But then, I come down, I get bored, my mind wanders as do my eyes. I can't hold down a relationship for the life of me. At first I thought it was just because I'm 22 and young and fickle, but the more I look at my past relationships, the more dysfunctional they seem. I put everything into one person, I work so hard to be perfect to them. Then I get tired of it. Move on quickly.

I hate myself for it. Is this a symptom of bipolar? I go from being convinced we'll be married to being so unimpressed by them. Does anyone else have trouble in relationships because of their bipolar?