I was assaulted about a month ago and ever since it happened I cannot get physically close with anyone. This is very unusual for me because I usually have to problems with giving affection.

This morning dad went to give me a hug and it was the scariest feeling in the world. I idolize my father so this is a big problem for me. As long as there is no physical closeness then I'm fine....but any physical stuff and I'm freaking out.

My dad is the only man I trust...and it feels as if my feelings are screwing with me...I feel like I'm just a mess.