I feel like I have a major problem with this. I cannot achieve orgasm with anyone but myself. I don't know if it's because I"m a survivor of many cases of abuse, and the only way I can do it is laying down and locking my legs in a straight position.

I feel like I"m a freak because this is the only way...at least for me...I've really tried other ways but it doesn't work...I just can't get "there."