Thanks both. Im in the uk too. I feel really down. I want to die. If i cant get help i really want to go away. Be gone. Be no more. I dont think i can do that as it would hurt people and i have no right to cause pain to others by not being here. I cant stop crying and i wish it would all end. Im so alone. I wish they would help me but i know they never will. I really wish i was not here.