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Aug 21, 2014, 11:20 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: Maryland
Posts: 292
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Originally Posted by flours
usually my mum doesn't say mean things. if she did I could just tell myself "oh yeah. this is just what my mean old mother would say. don't listen to her". but she is usually kind. that makes it even worse because I think it must be true. maybe it is and I should just accept. and she is right to say I am just silly that I even get sad about such a stupid thing. I am just ashamed. if I was wrong about that I really don't want to know what else I am wrong about.
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Wow, I'm so sorry flours. That had to hurt a lot. When I was younger, my mom said she didn't think I was the most beautiful person in the world. I still remember her saying it. She is constantly nasty to me, though. Repeated verbal insults. My one therapist used to call it, "taking shots." It never stopped hurting, though, despite that it has always been the case with her. Again, I can relate to how you might feel. Soooooo sorry. I hope you feel better soon.
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