Hello all,

I met the most amazing woman, and screwed it up by being dishonest. we were dating for 8 months, started as roommates and turned into a great relationship. I had some prevailing issues from my divorce, about dishonesty, I would always be reluctant to tell her things due to her crazy reactions to things, even as small as being out of milk.....we divorced 7 months into the marriage.

I started dating this amazing woman, and something came up with work, i had been laid off, and I was afraid to tell her...terrified. so I hid it, hoping i could just fix it and all would be well....it wasn't. It went months....digging my hole deeper and deeper....the whole while, she knew something was off...and gave me opportunities to tell her what was going on....and I met her halfway on things, and telling her of my fears as well....but still couldnt tell the whole truth. Things came to a head, she asked me to leave the house, and said the relationship is over....

She said she doesnt love me anymore, but, I have trouble believeing that becasue she holds love in such high regard, that she couldnt just turn it off....yes i messed up, but that cant erase all the good things and love we shared.....

She barely talks to me, stayed at her sisters until i was able to move....I have not seen er or heard her voice in over 2 weeks. I alwasy tell her I love her, and that I will fix my issues so I can be a better man for her.....but she never responds.....i know she needs proof, and I know how to do that. But how can I know what to do, when she doesnt say anything? I know the relationship is done, for now. But people make mistakes and they can be fixed....I have seen my faults and recognize them.....I need to get her back, and have told her I will fight to the end for her.....how do I know if I am being taken seriously??