Hello, my name is Harry, I'm 26 years old, I'm overweight, but I'm on a good diet now and lost some pounds, which gave me courage to continue.

I have been diagnosed with Depression and OCD. I had and still have suicidal thoughts, something that would upset someone healthy, a bit, to me it's upsetting me a lot.

My life until now is mostly bad, my aunt has Down syndrome and she is pretty sick now, she is actually old for her terms (47) and I can't stand to think she will die! I feel like I'm chocking at the thought of it.

I want to die, and please before you tell me that I have life ahead of me, let me tell you that what life has to offer me is pain...nothing more, nothing less.
The only reasons I have not done it yet is 1) I'm ****ing coward and 2) I know it would destroy my loved ones...but it's too hard to hang on...