Don't be sorry for the rant, this is the perfect place to rant free of judgement. I am sorry you feel so awfully about yourself. Do you see a therapist at all? It may be helpful to you and help you work on your self esteem.
Seventeen is still young, there's plenty of time to get a boyfriend!
Hang in there darling
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
