Hello cloudyworld and welcome to PC! It sounds to me like you are experiencing some form of anxiety, though there are many levels of it. Anxiety can often manifest itself in physical symptoms so that is probably what's causing you to feel physically sick. I get physically sick when I am anxious as well. Maybe you could talk to a doctor and see if they can prescribe you something for your anxiety. There are many options out there if just talking isn't helpful to you.
Good luck
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
