Yeah, im wondering if you feel you have something to prove? Do you feel you are not getting the recognition you deserve? From whom? I know i am freakin proud of you, not that i have any claim on you, but hey, you are one of us, one of ours. You keep showing up Your youth gives us hope about what can be accomplished. Quietly but strongly and awesomely. Not to discourage you from reconnecting with this pdoc, but why isnt some or more credit going to the np? Like is there a fear of getting too close or something?