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Originally Posted by atomicc
Don't be sorry for the rant, this is the perfect place to rant free of judgement. I am sorry you feel so awfully about yourself. Do you see a therapist at all? It may be helpful to you and help you work on your self esteem.
Seventeen is still young, there's plenty of time to get a boyfriend!  Hang in there darling |
Thanks.
Unfortunately, I can't go see a therapist because of reasons that I would rather not mention (it's a long story). So I'm currently having to work through my issues without the help of therapy or meds. I also know that 17 is young and there's plenty of time. But the fact that I haven't even been kissed yet is just really embarrassing for me. There are just certain things I feel like I should have experienced by now. Besides the fact that I feel really unattractive and undesirable because I'm pretty sure that no one has ever been attracted to me, ever.
And I feel like guys my age in general are just repulsed by me (I'm fat and not very pretty).