I do give the NP lots of credit. Just because I am interested in where he stands does NOT mean I intend to ask him right NOW. In fact it will probably be a while.

Thanks Hankster for the compliments. They are much appreciated.

But...I do have something to prove with him. I'm not sure what he actually believed about me but I have to prove I can be the best me I can be AND I want him to SEE it. I am becoming the best me I can be and despite our differences I want him to witness my wellness. If...he is willing...at some point.