My friend and I were having a conversation about her mom and she mentioned her mother is bipolar - and then I kind of blurted I was bipolar as well? The thing is, excluding my doctors, I dont want ANYONE to know I'm bipolar. I'm so scared she's going to tell her mom that I'm bipolar, or start judging my behavior with the knowledge that I'm bipolar. She's given me no real reason to think this, she's a good friend, but regardless I'm freaking out. I hate myself so much for telling her, I'm so embarrassed and scared. I made her promise not to tell anyone but still I'm plagued with doubt. :C